Oniisan. I have not asked for forgiveness in many of these letters, simply because I know I do not deserve it. Nevertheless, I recall I once told you that I did not want to live in a world in which you were disappointed in me. Regardless of my demise, I hope you will still grant me that wish, and forgive me all the same. I truly never meant to cause harm.
I know you are going to go into this week shouldering the blame of what has happened. Please know that this was not something you could change. I was so bewitched by my own madness that I could see no other way. If I had any grip on my senses, I surely would have come to you. I know you would have saved me.
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Date: 2021-07-10 03:28 am (UTC)I know you are going to go into this week shouldering the blame of what has happened. Please know that this was not something you could change. I was so bewitched by my own madness that I could see no other way. If I had any grip on my senses, I surely would have come to you. I know you would have saved me.